[01 Jan 2010|01:41am] moldyluster oh perfect moon oh luminous pale penny caught in the gauzy web of sky caught in suspended fall at the zenith it froze milky night creamy wavy crinkle airy light bang! bang!

[27 Dec 2009|06:44pm] moldyluster what a day its funny to know you'll always feel the same around some people we walked all around my neighborhood i haven't spent that much alone time with one person in a looonnngg while. i feel so comfortable around him, its unfair how easy i feel. i'm awkward and powerful and i know it and i like it. Finally we just talked about it. He said he wanted to come and maybe we'd makeout, but he couldn;t do it, which was fine really. i felt so drunk just sitting across from him. We didn;t touch because i think if we had there would have been no barriers to respect. He is in love with Sep, which is good. I'm happy for him, and intoxicated by him at the same time. If i stare at his face too long i start laughing with uncontrolled joy. I didn;t tell him that i never erased his message, that i love his voice and every inflection on the recording, like a perfectly recited monologue. damn damn damn whew i'm so used to the ache that its comforting. bang! bang!

[25 Dec 2009|06:59pm] moldyluster you can barely make out that it's an owl pellet critter bones sun bathered naked trying my damned darndest i will find the one who will never apologize for his existence damnsiit 1 | bang! bang!

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